Thursday, July 3, 2014
5 Days Until Warped Tour!!
It was a hot day at Warped Tour and I was standing in line to meet one of my favorite bands. I was missing Tonight Alive's set but I thought meeting this band would be completely worth it. As we approached the front of the line I saw one of the bands guitarists and he had cut his hair! He used to have this nice long hair and now it was all gone! I hadn't even recognized him at first. We asked if they had any posters they could sign, but since they didn't I had them sign my schedule. As we passed each band member I smiled up at each of them, but none of them even glanced at me. They were all in their own little world, not paying attention to any of their fans. When we got out of line I felt upset and rejected. I was missing one of my favorite band's sets for these assholes! So my mother and I fast walked to the other side of the venue and ended up catching the last few songs of their set.
Yeah, I'm pretty sure that was worse than the last one. Oh well. I hope you enjoyed anyway.
Tuesday, July 1, 2014
7 Days Until Warped Tour!
Once upon a time in Scranton, Pennsylvania a young girl named Tony waited in line with her mother. They were waiting to meet one of Tony's favorite bands, Tonight Alive. It was a hot summer day and they had been walking around all day and now they had to stand in line for fifteen minutes. Both of them sat on the ground as the line moved slowly. All around them there was the sound of screaming fans and the distant sound of music. When the line had moved forward and they finally got to the band they were met by one of the bands guitarist, but Tony hadn't realized that until he started talking.
Has he shaved his mustache? Tony thought. Oh my God! He has!
She laughed to herself as they moved along. The band's drummer, other guitarist, and bass player all looked up at her as they signed her poster and she smiled back at them. It was a wonderful smile. One filled with excitement and joy. Finally her and her mother made it to the lead singer. Tony didn't hear a word her or her mother said. She couldn't believe she was really standing there in front of her!! After she signed her poster, Tony's mother took a picture of the two of them.
Tony walked away from the tent happier than she's ever been.
That was my wonderful story. I'm not very good at story telling, but I hope you enjoyed it!
Monday, June 30, 2014
Warped Tour Countdown: 8 Days!!!
Friday, June 27, 2014
She's Still There
Why?
Because I have a "vibe meter" that's pretty accurate. I can tell when someone is a good or bad person and I can tell when there's still hope. My friend has been a shitty friend lately but I know her and I know that things she's doing aren't her. They're her boyfriend and the people she's been hanging out with. I also feel like I should blame every person who romanticizes drugs and partying because it seems like part of the problem is that she thinks things like that are cool.
I know the girl I met in the beginning of the year is still there and she knows it too. When we were walking down to the brook, just the two of us she said: "This is the [her name] you remember, right?" And I was stunned to hear her say that because I was beginning to lose hope. But the old girl is still there.
I just hope I can help her find that girl before she's gone forever.
Midnight City
It's 12:06 AM and this song is all u can think about.
Thursday, June 26, 2014
Wednesday, June 25, 2014
Bus Stops
Saturday, June 21, 2014
I Wanna Get Better
This has been on repeat for the past few days. I really need to get out of the house.
It's Getting Better. . . I Think. . . Not Really.
So I have invested myself in my art. But all of this stress and anxiety and sadness and disapointment is making it hard to do anything but stay inside all day. *SIGH*
When does school start again?
Thursday, June 19, 2014
5 a.m.
I've been up all night and I've just finally turned the lights out. I'm pretty sure it's still raining and it's amazing. These are the moments I live for. I just finished a book and my ceiling fan is providing me with the cool air that I need. The sound of my brothers stand up fan in thw room next to me is soothing. The sky is beginning to lighten and birds are chirping and it just feels so right l. It all feels so right. I am at peace. . . For now.
Tuesday, June 17, 2014
Summer Vacation
Summer vacation is usually a time for me to be happy and relaxed and free. But as the days drag on, I find myself wanting to go back to school more and more. I keep asking myself why, but I can't find any sort of reason. I'm free! So why am I not happy?
Wednesday, June 11, 2014
It's Summer and I Have No Friends.
Saturday, June 7, 2014
The Fault in Our Stars
I went to go see TFIOS last night and it was amazing! I read the book and the movie (almost) stayed true to it completely. I cried and laughed and it was just so great. We went for yogurt afterwards and it was just great.
Only One More Day!
Monday is my last day of school and I am so excited! This summer will be great! <3
Thursday, June 5, 2014
Wednesday, June 4, 2014
Day 1 of Finals: Complete!
Tuesday, June 3, 2014
Monday, June 2, 2014
A Wonderful Feeling
Today has been an interesting day. Today is the last real Monday of the school year and I've been studying for finals like crazy and some teachers still have us taking new notes! Tomorrow is the last real day of school. Finals start Wednesday and then next Monday is my last final. I am so excited for summer and school next year.
I've also started exercising and eating healthier. I did 105 squats, 20 sit ups, 8 leg lifts, 8 curls, 4 push ups, and I ran 45 minutes on the arc machine at the gym. It was great and I feel wonderful.
I Can't Sleep #1
It's nearly five o'clock in the morning. My plan was to wake up at 6:30 but I woke up around four and I can't get back to sleep. The sky is getting lighter and soon the sun will come up. Whatever song is playing on my radio is really pretty and this post is just a bunch of rambling. Good morning.
Also, the sky in the picture is a lot darker than it really is.
Sunday, June 1, 2014
It's the First of June, Oh My.
How can it already by June first? I feel like just yesterday I was celebrating the new year. May was such a busy month with field trips and tests and projects and preparing for finals. It's been a stressful year and I'm glad I got through it. Only two more instructional school days left and then five days for finals. I have homework I should be doing. Why do teachers give homework this late in the school year? Shouldn't they be preparing me for my final? I'm just happy that it'll be over soon. This summer should be interesting. I'm going to Warped Tour, Dorney Park, Gettysburg, and a Paramore concert. What else could I ask for? I'll have more time to spend with my friends and read and write and listen to music and I'm just so excited.
It's the first of June and I am incredibly happy!
Adventure Number One: My Basement
Saturday, May 31, 2014
That's All a Teenage Girl Needs
It's a beautiful day in spring. The sun is shining, kids are playing outside, people are mowing their lawns and everything feels just right.
It's the last day of May and the upcoming week is the last week of school and three out of the five days are finals. It's been a long school year. I had started high school in a new town with no friends. This town is right next to the city I lived in for fifteen years but it was still nerve wracking to go to school in such unknown territory.
Now that the school year is almost over I can relax a little and let myself enjoy this wonderful day.
I haven't been able to leave the house today, but I have my book and my music. That's all a teenage girl needs, right?