5 a.m.

I've been up all night and I've just finally turned the lights out. I'm pretty sure it's still raining and it's amazing. These are the moments I live for. I just finished a book and my ceiling fan is providing me with the cool air that I need. The sound of my brothers stand up fan in thw room next to me is soothing. The sky is beginning to lighten and birds are chirping and it just feels so right l. It all feels so right. I am at peace. . . For now.

Summer Vacation

Summer vacation is usually a time for me to be happy and relaxed and free. But as the days drag on, I find myself wanting to go back to school more and more. I keep asking myself why, but I can't find any sort of reason. I'm free! So why am I not happy?